i am who i am;

MELISSA
MEL
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USHER
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electric guitars
BASE guitars!
singing!
bowling
BVP mammoth(:
DOGs!
FRIENDS((:
CHOCOLATES
COWS
BIOLOGY((:
taking pictures ((:
sunflowers
LIME GREEN
GREEN
black
the crashing sound of waves
the crunching sound of dried leaves
the dark dark sky, with specs of stars*
SMILES
playing in the rain
the way sunnyside ups look. minus the runny yellow part.

hear my heart;


i cringe every time you cut yourself down
you hide your pain like it doesn't count
so when i hear you laugh are you cryin' deep inside
'cause you fall below the standards in your mind
to Him you matter more than you'll ever know
so let the Lord love you

we may search for truth, but we listen more to lies
play them over and over in our minds
till we're left with some distorted point of view
that cripples who we are and all we do there are times you've gotta fight for all you're worth
stand up to the voices from the past
so let the Lord love you

you gotta let the Lord love you

friends i hold dear;

abby
ally
amanda
anne
aretha
audrey
benchew
cassandra
charlene
chloe
clarissa
cordelia
dale
dazzlyn
emeline
genesis
heather
Heda
ian
izza
jiajia
joeyee
joshuachan
joshuacho
keshia
lisa
loretta
lorraine
marian
mel and val
nanxin
nathelie
oswald
rachel
sarah
sherrie
shuhua
soekkhern
tianying
triza
valerie
vanessa
victoria
weiming
weizhen
ziwei

Without no words;


sweet sweet memories of mine;

April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007

Monday, August 27, 2007 -

one step closer to you. :

You work hard, seeking success. You are self-sufficient and in spite of all the trials and tribulations that have beset you in the past you carry on regardless..
You are one to be admired because you pursue your objectives single-mindedly and with initiative. You know that you can 'do it' and what is more, you will - without necessarily being dependent upon the goodwill of others.
Your situation is such that at this time it is essential that you resolve your inherent problems immediately. You are not listening nor taking heed from your many friends and advisers, all of which believe it or not, 'wish you well'. Most of your colleagues feel that your attitude is out of context - an attitude of recklessness and desperation.
It is imperative that some solution be found, but whatever you do, think before you act.
You feel very lonely and frustrated at this time but your shyness and modesty precludes you from establishing any deep form of relationship.
You feel rather isolated and alone. You are egocentric and you believe that you are always right - well maybe you are - but you have a short fuse and are likely to take offence for the slightest reason.
As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show.
It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd.
Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.You are afraid that you may not be able to realise or achieve your hopes and desires and so you insist that people should accept you as you are and appreciate your rights to anything that you aspire to.


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