i am who i am;

MELISSA
MEL
250791
child of God(:
KC
CHRISTIAN
MEGALIFER
Bowler
student councilor
discipline comm
USHER
ilovemyjesus


EAST3
ZONE 1
electric guitars
BASE guitars!
singing!
bowling
BVP mammoth(:
DOGs!
FRIENDS((:
CHOCOLATES
COWS
BIOLOGY((:
taking pictures ((:
sunflowers
LIME GREEN
GREEN
black
the crashing sound of waves
the crunching sound of dried leaves
the dark dark sky, with specs of stars*
SMILES
playing in the rain
the way sunnyside ups look. minus the runny yellow part.

hear my heart;


i cringe every time you cut yourself down
you hide your pain like it doesn't count
so when i hear you laugh are you cryin' deep inside
'cause you fall below the standards in your mind
to Him you matter more than you'll ever know
so let the Lord love you

we may search for truth, but we listen more to lies
play them over and over in our minds
till we're left with some distorted point of view
that cripples who we are and all we do there are times you've gotta fight for all you're worth
stand up to the voices from the past
so let the Lord love you

you gotta let the Lord love you

friends i hold dear;

abby
ally
amanda
anne
aretha
audrey
benchew
cassandra
charlene
chloe
clarissa
cordelia
dale
dazzlyn
emeline
genesis
heather
Heda
ian
izza
jiajia
joeyee
joshuachan
joshuacho
keshia
lisa
loretta
lorraine
marian
mel and val
nanxin
nathelie
oswald
rachel
sarah
sherrie
shuhua
soekkhern
tianying
triza
valerie
vanessa
victoria
weiming
weizhen
ziwei

Without no words;


sweet sweet memories of mine;

April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007

Monday, April 30, 2007 -

let fate decide? :

hehheh.
i just bought a camera.
lol.

ohmy.
i can't believe that it was easier to persuade my mother
to buy a camera then to sign the camp form
for leaders camp
haha. funny ain't it
i mean, there's like so much difference between the both lah.
haiz.
so.. lets just say i won't be going for leaders
coz she still refuses to sign it.
haiz.

oh.
i saw jerry yesterday!
after i bought the camera
heehee.
funny lah
he was walking out of the carpark.
i was walking out of best.
hehheh.
so why did i choose to walk out at that time?
why did he choose to walk out at that time?
hehheh
call it pure coincidence if you must(:
lol

loves-


simply simplicity 6:26 PM



Saturday, April 28, 2007 -

CELL IS LOVE :

heehee. celebrated joeyee's birthday well, like 2 weeks ago.

heehee.

haiz.
saturday has come and gone.
ohwells. 
struggle through the week i have to.
this pic is going to keep me through the week((:
lol.
hehheh.
talked to friend before bed yesterday.
heehee.
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the exams are just around the corner.
i don't know if i'll be able to usher next week though i very much would like to.
haiz.
i shall not sigh too much.
heehee
whee.

alrights i'm feeling kinda random.
heehee.
i better go study for chinese(:
okayy.that smily face is an understatement.
i do not like chinese.

whee.
i'm happy somehow(:
lol.

rejection and disappointment,
i'll lay it at the foot of the cross.


simply simplicity 10:28 PM



Friday, April 27, 2007 -

set my mind on the goal before me :

i think i've made up my mind.
i'm going to aim for NYP
early childhood course((:

heehee.

or maybe the
pharmacy science course


heehee.
either one lah
not JC for me(:
i doubt i'll be able to go there anyways


what is early childhood all about?

well,
it is designed to meet the needs of the rising demand for early chilldhood professionals, the programme is jointly developed and delivered with the Regional Training and resource Centre in Early Childhood Care and Education for Asia, the training and consultancy arm of NTUC childcare Cooperative.
you will learn aboutchild development , child health and nutrition, curriculum design and assessment. Gain an awareness of the development and education of children with pecial needs. the ccourse also prepares you with the necessary skills to run and manage early childhood programme.
ECH include both teaching and leadership components in the curriculum.
((:

so cool menn!




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anyways. i think i screwed up English totally.
-sighs
section 1 of paper 1 was alright.
just that i'm afraid the teached might not understand what i want to put across.
section 2 was a major screw up.
i forgot to put a something in

paper 2 was a killer!
i din even understand what the question meant at all.
i was doing it blindly lah.
terrible.
the passage was the killer
and coz you din understand the passage, you can't do the questions
which were phrased in a rather understandable way.


heehee

friend told me that my English was chim.
HAH! really meh?
i dont think so.
i guess it's only when the need for it arises.
or when...

but i think i've a spelling problem.
lol.
i can't spell for nuts

heh.

alrights i got to be going.
i'm going out(:
it's a friday.
ohno. i should be studying.
haiz.


-will you let me run into you arms again?


simply simplicity 2:45 AM



Tuesday, April 24, 2007 -

:

( heehee. taken from my phone. just brightens your day ain't it)


Mel is a happy girl(:





heehee





why?


because of the simple pleasures in life





heehee





a bar of chocolate((:

lol!



simply simplicity 2:37 AM



Monday, April 23, 2007 -

:

I see the fingerprints of God everywhere.
I see them in culture. I see them in law.
I see them in literature. I see them in nature.
I see them in my own life.
Trying to understand where God came from is like
an ant trying to understand the Internet.
Even the most brilliant scientist would agree that
we only know a fraction of a percent of the knowledge of the universe.
-Rick warren

it's like suddenly the world is debating about the existance of God
dialouges are getting intense.
people are starting to question religion
is that a sign?
people want answers
is that a good thing?
of cause it is!
it means people are curious(:
(and no, curiosity does not kill the cat)
it means people are interested.
and then...
this verse strikes me:
"the harvest is plentiful but the workers are few"
so what are we doing?

do we wade in our own pool of pity?
sigh because God does not give us what we want?
complain because we don't get things our way?
and then what happens to does who don't know God?
that's the truth of the matter.


i really admire people who are not sorry to boldly
proclaim God's unconditonal and unfailing love.
it always a want for me, but it takes a lot of me to do it.
i feel like i can never size up to my fears.
i always have second thoughts.
i guess i'm afraid of being rejected and persecuted.
that, i've experienced before.
and i must say a lot of times.
i guess that's what's holding me back.

_____________________________________________________

Don't you agree that because of our finite comprehension
we fail to realise that there is after all someone that truely cares for us?
that His manifest presence is always right before our eyes?
that He's always there?
just that we blind ourselves to the very truth because we choose not to believe.


To those i call my friends:
i want to graduate from secondary school knowing that
i have impacted your life in one way or another through God's word.
because i hold you all dear.
God does too.


loves.


simply simplicity 2:09 AM



Saturday, April 21, 2007 -

:

Godly contentment means :
you're contented with what God gives to you and you work hard in what has been given to you(:

contentment says :
1) God i'm thankful for what i have
2) God, i'm willing to walk in you perfect will


i really think this 3 week series : issues of the heart
is really one good topic.
it really targets at all those problem areas in my life
these are the real life issues that youngsters like myself,
go through on a day to day basis.
struggling to keep up with the world's standards,
although at the back of your mind you feel ever so sensitive to God's promptings.
it's just so ironic.
well...
let's just say
i'm learning to let go and let God all over again
it seems like when school becomes the 'god' in my life,
God never fails to give me a wake up call.
that, i'm always thankful for.
hee...

cell...
cell never fails to brighten my day.
heehee
i guess it's all the people God has placed in the cell,
as well as in my life, that sets this straight line curved
sighs- for the simple things like friendship, i realyl really thank God.
coz i do treasure them(:
it's all the retarded things that the cell does that makes my day lah.
heehee.
laughing ages at something not funny but we find funny.
haha.
love them lah((:

saturday, please come faster


For God's unfailing love is more than sufficient
i'll trust in him all my days
for his ways are always higher than mine


mel


simply simplicity 8:24 PM



Sunday, April 15, 2007 -

:

i realise i care a lot about what the world thinks.
well. maybe a little too much.
i take to heart what the world says.
to tell you the truth, it hurts sometimes.
okay. about alot of times.
i guess i really need to rely on God even more
sighs-


His prefect love drives out all fears and inadequacies

God please help me.
i'm begging you to.


simply simplicity 7:58 AM



Thursday, April 12, 2007 -

:







here are the photos that i've failed to upload(: nice ones
1) a bit blur tho. but these are the people that make my life(:
2) The cell((: my hand looks cut off tho
3) val and me! i'm glad that you're back(:







okay i think i can't live without blogging.
it's just a way of life i guess
i platform to express my views and vent my frustrations(:

let me get to easter
before that..
AREA CAMP!

boy was it good((:
thank God for paving a way for me to go for it!
it was really a refreshing experience and touch from God
i believe God used him to speak into my life.
thank you(:
your a great guy after the heart of God and i thank him for you(:
WHEE--

easter EASTER!
i was sure amazed by God((:
i was i was i was
it's just that....
YES.. i was((:


ahhhhh(:
i think you're God sent(:








Mel


simply simplicity 2:29 AM


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test test(:


simply simplicity 1:53 AM