i am who i am;

MELISSA
MEL
250791
child of God(:
KC
CHRISTIAN
MEGALIFER
Bowler
student councilor
discipline comm
USHER
ilovemyjesus


EAST3
ZONE 1
electric guitars
BASE guitars!
singing!
bowling
BVP mammoth(:
DOGs!
FRIENDS((:
CHOCOLATES
COWS
BIOLOGY((:
taking pictures ((:
sunflowers
LIME GREEN
GREEN
black
the crashing sound of waves
the crunching sound of dried leaves
the dark dark sky, with specs of stars*
SMILES
playing in the rain
the way sunnyside ups look. minus the runny yellow part.

hear my heart;


i cringe every time you cut yourself down
you hide your pain like it doesn't count
so when i hear you laugh are you cryin' deep inside
'cause you fall below the standards in your mind
to Him you matter more than you'll ever know
so let the Lord love you

we may search for truth, but we listen more to lies
play them over and over in our minds
till we're left with some distorted point of view
that cripples who we are and all we do there are times you've gotta fight for all you're worth
stand up to the voices from the past
so let the Lord love you

you gotta let the Lord love you

friends i hold dear;

abby
ally
amanda
anne
aretha
audrey
benchew
cassandra
charlene
chloe
clarissa
cordelia
dale
dazzlyn
emeline
genesis
heather
Heda
ian
izza
jiajia
joeyee
joshuachan
joshuacho
keshia
lisa
loretta
lorraine
marian
mel and val
nanxin
nathelie
oswald
rachel
sarah
sherrie
shuhua
soekkhern
tianying
triza
valerie
vanessa
victoria
weiming
weizhen
ziwei

Without no words;


sweet sweet memories of mine;

April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007

Sunday, July 29, 2007 -

WHEEEE! :

HOHOHO!

steamboat with loves at marina bay was awesome!
LOL
making complete fools of ourselves, screaming and laughing ourselves silly,
making ourselves the center of attraction((:
after steamboat was pool!
LOL
din really do too well at first.
then after that was much better.
heehee.
vann made a weird comment. haha
bus 400 was totally packed! like sardines.
really uncomfortable really.
hohoho.
Hot dragon boaters.

photos to upload soon.
it's late already

heh!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!((:


simply simplicity 9:03 AM



Saturday, July 28, 2007 -

i will never let you go, never let me go. :

Funny how God works doesn't He.
how He used a friend of mine to remind me about certain things,
how He made sure i crossed paths with someone at T_P
so that i din have to do the interview alone.
funny how things happen the way they do.
God's awesome(:


this week has been hectic!
interview plus installation practice on the same day.
interview at T_P was scary!
actually on hearing what i needed to be good at, at the interview,
made me reconsider whether or not i want to do that course.
so once again, mel is back to square one=(
ohwells. i think i'm really really gonna have to trust God on this.


GOD! i love you!
i will never let you go!(:


simply simplicity 7:49 AM



Wednesday, July 25, 2007 -

Happy Birthday To Me(: :

THANK YOU
to all the people who remembered((:
and those who remembered but almost forgot. HAHA!
i really appreciate it

LOVE


simply simplicity 7:10 AM



Saturday, July 21, 2007 -

38 :

WHOO!
NUBIAN GENTS WAS AWESOME!!!

i can't believe it's over. all the planning, rushing here and there
to complete what needed to be done and now it's over
God was really awesome
although my friends din come,
i din really get to worship, or listen to the sermon,
but at least i saw nubian gents performing.
boy are they good!
((:
i salvation and 13 decisions for my area((:
cool menn
i think i've really been blessed by God


simply simplicity 6:40 PM



Thursday, July 19, 2007 -

:

HOHOHO

nubian gents is in 2 days time.
planning is crazy menn.
and i've alot to remember.
but i pray that i won't be so over-absorbed in the planning
and the excecution of things, over-look the more important works, or the
very reason why we're there for.(:
three days of fasting has gone by.
but i won't say it was easy menn.
hohoho. let's just say i've got a weak spot for FOOD
((:
so i'm really going to trust God((:

more planning plus work to do((:
harry potter this saturday too!
then rushing off to serve for nubian gents.
YAY! lunch appointment with dear girlfriend tmr((:
i can't wait for school to end menn.

LOVE


simply simplicity 5:20 AM



Monday, July 16, 2007 -

LOVE :

THANK YOU ANDREA((:

i'm even more happy to hear that i made an impact in your life,
then the hear that i'm your favourite senior.
lol. , it doesn't matter if i'm your favourite.
but as long as i know that i made an impact in your life,
i really am more then happy((:
thanks a lot for the early birthday present((:
funny how you bought a note book.
haha. how did you know that i have a weak spot for notebooks(:
and cows too. HEEHEE.
yay. i love you too(((:

haha. leading up to this.
it's quite funny how i chose yellow between blue.
and the yellow was really applicable to me.
on it said BELIEVE. blue said REJOICE.
haha.
believe is something that i really really struggle with,
although at the back of my head, there's this still small voice that constantly reminds me
so that notebook's going to serve as a reminder visual reminder((:


HEEHEE
YAY!
i said it before, and i'll say it again(:

i love God who's provided me with friends
i love my friends whom i can count on((:


LOVE


simply simplicity 2:43 AM



Saturday, July 14, 2007 -

WARNING! long post ahead :

MEL!
(: Without prefects, without student council,
I wonder if we will be more than just friends, I am happy for prefects and council!
Without them, I would never have a friendship bonded so close together with you,
I will miss you when you're gone
Without you in council events, I feel like I have no one to talk to you on the contrary.
I still have a year to endure. I remember how you and I, from sec2 trainee prefects to sec3 junior prefects to now, sec4 senior prefects.
Remember the prefect board that transformed into Student Council last year together with the PSLs?
I remember everyone's emotions stirring in them.
And we haven't done any shopping yet, from a LONG time ago, we haven't have a day out together for a LONG LONG time.
YAY!
Long John's next week after school!
I miss eating with you at the noodles stall, chatting away at benches with bubble tea.
If there wasn't you, I wouldn't have known Cai too.
My best girlfriend indeed, I LOVE YOU MEL! (:
Yes, I started calling you MEL and everyone else around in school calls you MEL too! Don't they know that only I can call you that? (Kidding)
I will miss knocking on 405's backdoor next year on Friday mornings, chatting with you in the mornings at the netball court, attending council events, walking back to classes after morning assembly, ushering during EMDD, I will miss you so much girlfriend
But! We live so near to each other, we can even walk there!
Thanks for lending me your iron in the middle of the night,
I can never find another girlfriend like you who can stand my madness all day long.
Although sometimes you desperately want me to shut up, but I wouldn't.
How council events, and council camps would be so much different in future.
No one will talk to me till 3++ in the morning and bear with my addiction of singing before sleeping! My HARRYPOTTER fan too! How strong our friendship is, within this short 3 years. I <333 YOU SO MUCH GIRLFRIEND! We'll stay that way, for life (:

-ripped from manda's blog.



oh. how i love my friends.
( and no, there was no sacasm to it)
haiz.
you know,i can't wait to leave the school?
but ironically, i can't bear to to leave my dears behind.
and gosh. it's only the middle of the year.
wait till it comes to the end of the year.
sighs.


discipleship meeting with cord this morning. or should i say yesterday morning.
haha. cord said that i was issue-less.
maybe i'm not. give me some time.
maybe i'll tell you over email or something.
then L-cell.
i love my bunch of leaders menn.
haha.
then to serve.
cell after service was great((:
on the train home, joeyee said i was emo.
no i wasn't. it's just that i have a lot of things running through my head.
haha.
issues.
(therefore i'm not issue-less)
but to me, i think they are very sensitive issues.
so cord, give me time yea?
heh


AMANDA(:

ohboy when i look back and see the friendship we have. i must say i really thank God for you((:
yea. makes you wonder doesn't it. where will we be without prefects and council.
would we even be friends?haha. boy am i going to miss the times when we stand at the basketball court for morning assembly, sitting together for every assembly, talking.
WAH! i'm really going to miss those times.
haiz. funny how fate is like.
wellwellwell. heehee. in order to repay me for 'matching' you and ian, you've got to invite me to your wedding. haha. although it seems really early to say anything. but i think at the rate you're going. heehee. wedding bells will ring sooner. haha.
WHEE.
yes. you started calling me MEL first.
haha.the distinct MEELL(meow)
heehee. it means you're a trendsetter.haha((:
haiz. i really do treasure our friendship my dear girl((:
although this short paragraph is really an understatement.
but you know what i mean((:
yes. finally, long john this coming week.
and maybe a little window shopping?
heehee. loves((:

p.s: actually i wanted it pink. your favourite colour. but i figured that eyes would hurt.


God i really treasure those around me
......
i think you know my heart(:

LOVE


simply simplicity 9:15 AM



Sunday, July 8, 2007 -

untitled :

-sighs
i think i'm really stuck in the vicious cycle.
but i'm definetly clinging on to God's promises.
coz God din't promise life to be a bed of roses,
but He did promise shelter from the rain, light for the way
and comfort for the weary times(:

HAHA.
gosh does the future seem bleak.
-sighs. my first practical, chemistry, starts in 62 days time.
(that is, excluding weekends)

haha.



wellwellwell.
on a lighter not.
EMDD was great .
it was like a reunion of old friends(:
come to think of it, around this time next year,
i'll be together with the batch of seniors, coming back for
vists and not forgetting EMDD. haha. well. attending it and not ushering for it.
OH! talking about ushering. yes. i was ushering for the event
so for the church people who asked why i din go for service.
HAHA. well i was at victoria theater.
LOL
the dramatic arts society sure deserves more than just silver menn.
the play was super touching. cancer by my chemical romance
surely set the mood. lol
WELL DONE!((:
although we all din really have time to talk.
LOL
the turn out for matinee was bad but gala was great
20 mins interval during the matinee saw manda and i gobbling
down our lunch to satisfy our rumbling tummies.
haha. dinner was all the great. haha.
we had trouble finding a place to eat! the basement was over populated by the performer.
so we resorted to eating out at front of the victoria theater. lol
at the area near the pond.
HAHA! which i think drew curious stares from a few passer-bys





i'm definetly looking for to the end of the week!
i can't wait to go back to church.
there's the sense of... well. something i can't explain.
but i love church((:
HAHA! i can't wait to serve this week too
HOHOHO!
and nubien gents next week((:
YAY!
cord say i'll be in charge of the ushers in the worship centre.
HOHOHO.
the whole event's going to be something the leaders are going to trust God for yea?
haha.

________________________________________________________________





21st july

riverlife church,

worship centre

nubien gents.

do sms if you wanna come(:
i think it's going to be awesome

_________________________________________________________________





yes dear,
thanks for the rose. haha
and yes. it does smell nice. haha. metaphorically.
LOL
iloveyou.
i'm sure you don't know but i really do thank God for you(:


simply simplicity 5:56 AM



Wednesday, July 4, 2007 -

my simple prayer :

God help me to stay on track,
to stand in line with your perfect will,
doing all these with you in the center,
coz right now, only what you think matters.

i love my ministry.
but i love what God's doing in my ministry more((:




-nope i won't be swayed by the world.


simply simplicity 2:49 AM