i am who i am;

MELISSA
MEL
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child of God(:
KC
CHRISTIAN
MEGALIFER
Bowler
student councilor
discipline comm
USHER
ilovemyjesus


EAST3
ZONE 1
electric guitars
BASE guitars!
singing!
bowling
BVP mammoth(:
DOGs!
FRIENDS((:
CHOCOLATES
COWS
BIOLOGY((:
taking pictures ((:
sunflowers
LIME GREEN
GREEN
black
the crashing sound of waves
the crunching sound of dried leaves
the dark dark sky, with specs of stars*
SMILES
playing in the rain
the way sunnyside ups look. minus the runny yellow part.

hear my heart;


i cringe every time you cut yourself down
you hide your pain like it doesn't count
so when i hear you laugh are you cryin' deep inside
'cause you fall below the standards in your mind
to Him you matter more than you'll ever know
so let the Lord love you

we may search for truth, but we listen more to lies
play them over and over in our minds
till we're left with some distorted point of view
that cripples who we are and all we do there are times you've gotta fight for all you're worth
stand up to the voices from the past
so let the Lord love you

you gotta let the Lord love you

friends i hold dear;

abby
ally
amanda
anne
aretha
audrey
benchew
cassandra
charlene
chloe
clarissa
cordelia
dale
dazzlyn
emeline
genesis
heather
Heda
ian
izza
jiajia
joeyee
joshuachan
joshuacho
keshia
lisa
loretta
lorraine
marian
mel and val
nanxin
nathelie
oswald
rachel
sarah
sherrie
shuhua
soekkhern
tianying
triza
valerie
vanessa
victoria
weiming
weizhen
ziwei

Without no words;


sweet sweet memories of mine;

April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007

Saturday, July 14, 2007 -

WARNING! long post ahead :

MEL!
(: Without prefects, without student council,
I wonder if we will be more than just friends, I am happy for prefects and council!
Without them, I would never have a friendship bonded so close together with you,
I will miss you when you're gone
Without you in council events, I feel like I have no one to talk to you on the contrary.
I still have a year to endure. I remember how you and I, from sec2 trainee prefects to sec3 junior prefects to now, sec4 senior prefects.
Remember the prefect board that transformed into Student Council last year together with the PSLs?
I remember everyone's emotions stirring in them.
And we haven't done any shopping yet, from a LONG time ago, we haven't have a day out together for a LONG LONG time.
YAY!
Long John's next week after school!
I miss eating with you at the noodles stall, chatting away at benches with bubble tea.
If there wasn't you, I wouldn't have known Cai too.
My best girlfriend indeed, I LOVE YOU MEL! (:
Yes, I started calling you MEL and everyone else around in school calls you MEL too! Don't they know that only I can call you that? (Kidding)
I will miss knocking on 405's backdoor next year on Friday mornings, chatting with you in the mornings at the netball court, attending council events, walking back to classes after morning assembly, ushering during EMDD, I will miss you so much girlfriend
But! We live so near to each other, we can even walk there!
Thanks for lending me your iron in the middle of the night,
I can never find another girlfriend like you who can stand my madness all day long.
Although sometimes you desperately want me to shut up, but I wouldn't.
How council events, and council camps would be so much different in future.
No one will talk to me till 3++ in the morning and bear with my addiction of singing before sleeping! My HARRYPOTTER fan too! How strong our friendship is, within this short 3 years. I <333 YOU SO MUCH GIRLFRIEND! We'll stay that way, for life (:

-ripped from manda's blog.



oh. how i love my friends.
( and no, there was no sacasm to it)
haiz.
you know,i can't wait to leave the school?
but ironically, i can't bear to to leave my dears behind.
and gosh. it's only the middle of the year.
wait till it comes to the end of the year.
sighs.


discipleship meeting with cord this morning. or should i say yesterday morning.
haha. cord said that i was issue-less.
maybe i'm not. give me some time.
maybe i'll tell you over email or something.
then L-cell.
i love my bunch of leaders menn.
haha.
then to serve.
cell after service was great((:
on the train home, joeyee said i was emo.
no i wasn't. it's just that i have a lot of things running through my head.
haha.
issues.
(therefore i'm not issue-less)
but to me, i think they are very sensitive issues.
so cord, give me time yea?
heh


AMANDA(:

ohboy when i look back and see the friendship we have. i must say i really thank God for you((:
yea. makes you wonder doesn't it. where will we be without prefects and council.
would we even be friends?haha. boy am i going to miss the times when we stand at the basketball court for morning assembly, sitting together for every assembly, talking.
WAH! i'm really going to miss those times.
haiz. funny how fate is like.
wellwellwell. heehee. in order to repay me for 'matching' you and ian, you've got to invite me to your wedding. haha. although it seems really early to say anything. but i think at the rate you're going. heehee. wedding bells will ring sooner. haha.
WHEE.
yes. you started calling me MEL first.
haha.the distinct MEELL(meow)
heehee. it means you're a trendsetter.haha((:
haiz. i really do treasure our friendship my dear girl((:
although this short paragraph is really an understatement.
but you know what i mean((:
yes. finally, long john this coming week.
and maybe a little window shopping?
heehee. loves((:

p.s: actually i wanted it pink. your favourite colour. but i figured that eyes would hurt.


God i really treasure those around me
......
i think you know my heart(:

LOVE


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