i am who i am;

MELISSA
MEL
250791
child of God(:
KC
CHRISTIAN
MEGALIFER
Bowler
student councilor
discipline comm
USHER
ilovemyjesus


EAST3
ZONE 1
electric guitars
BASE guitars!
singing!
bowling
BVP mammoth(:
DOGs!
FRIENDS((:
CHOCOLATES
COWS
BIOLOGY((:
taking pictures ((:
sunflowers
LIME GREEN
GREEN
black
the crashing sound of waves
the crunching sound of dried leaves
the dark dark sky, with specs of stars*
SMILES
playing in the rain
the way sunnyside ups look. minus the runny yellow part.

hear my heart;


i cringe every time you cut yourself down
you hide your pain like it doesn't count
so when i hear you laugh are you cryin' deep inside
'cause you fall below the standards in your mind
to Him you matter more than you'll ever know
so let the Lord love you

we may search for truth, but we listen more to lies
play them over and over in our minds
till we're left with some distorted point of view
that cripples who we are and all we do there are times you've gotta fight for all you're worth
stand up to the voices from the past
so let the Lord love you

you gotta let the Lord love you

friends i hold dear;

abby
ally
amanda
anne
aretha
audrey
benchew
cassandra
charlene
chloe
clarissa
cordelia
dale
dazzlyn
emeline
genesis
heather
Heda
ian
izza
jiajia
joeyee
joshuachan
joshuacho
keshia
lisa
loretta
lorraine
marian
mel and val
nanxin
nathelie
oswald
rachel
sarah
sherrie
shuhua
soekkhern
tianying
triza
valerie
vanessa
victoria
weiming
weizhen
ziwei

Without no words;


sweet sweet memories of mine;

April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007

Saturday, June 30, 2007 -

you're greatness has no boundaries, my heart is filled with praise( :

i really really feel the urge to blog.
LOL it's 2am in the morning.
HEEHEE youth day.
LOL. how much of a youth am i? HAHA
okayy. let's just say i'm young at heart=))
HEEHEE. okayy. maybe i am young.


LOL. getting to more serious matters

i feel kinda special this week=)
i don't know how to explain but God has been really good lah
Great till no words can describe.
i've been so so so blessed by him lah
i mean He just knows my heart.
i don't even have to say it out and he knows
God's really wonderful
He heals you when you least expects it.when you feel like you're useless,
He never fails to make you feel useful.
i love God lah.
HE'S REALLY GREAT((:

today's one good example.
the pastor used me to lay hands on the people whom he couldn't.
(you get what i mean.)
i was like. why out of so many people catching, you ask me?
even when there's another catcher's so near-by you?
i didn't realise it there and then,
but God was reminding me that i din have to be some super annointed person,
to lay hands on other people, and see them fall under the power of God.
i am useful, not useless.
just like every christian has his or her own purposes and ministry((:
at the end of the whole thing, the pastor gave my one of his books, to 'thank' me.
i was stunned lah.
i was thinking, why out of so many people who were catching? you
chose to give the book to me?
why me?
that brought me to remember what happened during last week's service.
it made me realize,
EH! I'M NOT INVISIBLE AFTER ALL.=))
heehee.
God is just great lah
everything's falling nicely into place.
i'm re-finding( if there's even such a word) that first love.
where nothing else really mattered except what God's opinion was.
NO way am i going to let the evil one take that away from me again.
because i now know how EVER EVER important His presence, the knowing that He's watching over you, that His grace is covering you, is to me
it's like when God's the center, everything else fits perfectly.
just like jigsaw puzzles.
to sum it all up with 3 words,
I LOVE GOD

my aching all over from all that catching=)
but it's worth it



God, you're just so wonderful((:


simply simplicity 10:50 AM