Saturday, June 23, 2007 -

WHEEEEE :

hello all
as yall would have guessed, yesterday was saturday((:
HEEHEE
well. service was great, but alter call was awesome((:
i dont know why, but i would always be the last ones to be prayed for,
or not at all. like you know, always looked pass.
but then it hit me.
you dont have to have someone pray for you to experience break thru.
cause i sure did
at the alter call, i was reminded of the many books of sermon, copied from the outline.
BOY that was years ago. 2 years i think.
i used to copy down whatever was taught, read the bible ever so faithfully.
but now, come to think of it, i haven really done the copying and bible reading has become sporadic.
God was reminding me, taking me back to my first love, when nothing else mattered.
only him.
only him can fufill
then i felt a sharp pang.
like you know heart ache?
the devil knows my weakness.
HAHAH
but too bad i now know that you're using it against me
so i wont get affected by it
we had to let go of everything, and surrender it to God.
two hands.
the first was easy. but the second wasn't
the future.
i knew i had too but so many things were holding me back.
it was so so so so so hard if you know what i mean
it's easy to say but doing it was hard
but now, God has the driver seat in my life =)

LOVE

God you know me inside out.i'm sorry for those times.
i want to love you all over again and never let go
i'm clinging on to your love/grace/mercy/strength/
i'm clinging on to you

simply simplicity 9:13 PM