Saturday, May 19, 2007
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emo-ing
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i guess almost everone has their emo caps on.
including me
i just don't know how to explain how i'm feeling
it's like a cocktail of raw emotion.
hurr, i really can't stand it.
i don't want to feel this way.
but i can't i can't break out of the vicious cycle of emotion.
i can't explain why i feel like that either.
it's so hard to smile or feel happy.
i keep staring into empty space and drift off.
thoughts keep running through my head
well. during cell vann asked if i was okay.
i said yes.
but the truth is that i'm not okay.
but i don't know what is making me not okay.
i don't. i really don't.
i guess after tossing and turning in bed
and thinking about stuff, has made me somewhat better,
but has made me really deprived of sleep.
haiz.
you know i hate you. i hate you for existing.for treating me so nicely, and giving me the wrong idea. i guess i also have some fault in it.hurr. i just hate you. you know i've already forgotten about you,until you 'walked' back in again.oh my.i wished i din know you.
simply simplicity 8:43 PM
