i am who i am;

MELISSA
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the crashing sound of waves
the crunching sound of dried leaves
the dark dark sky, with specs of stars*
SMILES
playing in the rain
the way sunnyside ups look. minus the runny yellow part.

hear my heart;


i cringe every time you cut yourself down
you hide your pain like it doesn't count
so when i hear you laugh are you cryin' deep inside
'cause you fall below the standards in your mind
to Him you matter more than you'll ever know
so let the Lord love you

we may search for truth, but we listen more to lies
play them over and over in our minds
till we're left with some distorted point of view
that cripples who we are and all we do there are times you've gotta fight for all you're worth
stand up to the voices from the past
so let the Lord love you

you gotta let the Lord love you

friends i hold dear;

abby
ally
amanda
anne
aretha
audrey
benchew
cassandra
charlene
chloe
clarissa
cordelia
dale
dazzlyn
emeline
genesis
heather
Heda
ian
izza
jiajia
joeyee
joshuachan
joshuacho
keshia
lisa
loretta
lorraine
marian
mel and val
nanxin
nathelie
oswald
rachel
sarah
sherrie
shuhua
soekkhern
tianying
triza
valerie
vanessa
victoria
weiming
weizhen
ziwei

Without no words;


sweet sweet memories of mine;

April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007

Monday, April 23, 2007 -

:

I see the fingerprints of God everywhere.
I see them in culture. I see them in law.
I see them in literature. I see them in nature.
I see them in my own life.
Trying to understand where God came from is like
an ant trying to understand the Internet.
Even the most brilliant scientist would agree that
we only know a fraction of a percent of the knowledge of the universe.
-Rick warren

it's like suddenly the world is debating about the existance of God
dialouges are getting intense.
people are starting to question religion
is that a sign?
people want answers
is that a good thing?
of cause it is!
it means people are curious(:
(and no, curiosity does not kill the cat)
it means people are interested.
and then...
this verse strikes me:
"the harvest is plentiful but the workers are few"
so what are we doing?

do we wade in our own pool of pity?
sigh because God does not give us what we want?
complain because we don't get things our way?
and then what happens to does who don't know God?
that's the truth of the matter.


i really admire people who are not sorry to boldly
proclaim God's unconditonal and unfailing love.
it always a want for me, but it takes a lot of me to do it.
i feel like i can never size up to my fears.
i always have second thoughts.
i guess i'm afraid of being rejected and persecuted.
that, i've experienced before.
and i must say a lot of times.
i guess that's what's holding me back.

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Don't you agree that because of our finite comprehension
we fail to realise that there is after all someone that truely cares for us?
that His manifest presence is always right before our eyes?
that He's always there?
just that we blind ourselves to the very truth because we choose not to believe.


To those i call my friends:
i want to graduate from secondary school knowing that
i have impacted your life in one way or another through God's word.
because i hold you all dear.
God does too.


loves.


simply simplicity 2:09 AM